Hi everybody out there, today shah jus posted a new post after a long break from blogger coz im bz wif my work.

Its been so long yet so fast n im going to miss everybody esp. my secondary school classmates. I use to sit with koon beng and we do hv joy n sometimes lamness (or should i say everytimes?) hmmmm...... Chor Liang is e person sit in front of me but most of e time he will turn back n talk to us.... i guess half the times in school, we alwayz hand together. three of us have e same goal which is................................... to study hard n get into a poly course. we alwayzz joke around n call each other name but we don hv any bad intention.

Jus recalling back,,, taking my O level result is a thing im so afriad of. To accept the truth or to let heaven decide where i should go is burdening me everyday b4 e result is out. But i was really relief when i hold on to my precious result slip. Reason being: coz i have done exceptionally well.. Thou it may nt be as fantastic as Chor Liang result.. ahahahahaha... no offence Chor Liang.... Next is to get into a poly course i have alwayz wanted to: Sport and Leisure Management!! Well,,, ppl alwayzz told me this word ---> WHY!!!??? so i jus reply them saying its my own choice. VJ called me n ask me to go their school but too bad,, i rejected it coz im not keen to it. well wad can u say then?

I have just realize that entering into a poly indeed need a laptop. Well,,, i do not have enuf cash coz i hv spend all my $$$ on the thing i had alwayz wanted to buy --> Flute, Handphone, GMIC Headjiont etc etc... tats alreadz cost me a big burden. So i hv to ask my mom to fork out half of the price of the laptop. I noe where can find less then $1000 Acer Laptop. hahahahaahz... ask me if u wan to purchase one. hahahahahahahazz...

I will have to leave the company on 13th April as im tendering to Republic Poly on the 16th April. n my birthday is on 20th April!!! woah!!! how fast im gonna turn 18!!! getting older each year i guess. birthday resolution? havent thought of it yet... any suggestion? i noe wad my brother will say ---> gain some weight brother! haiz its alwayz e same question n answer. wad to do? no matter how much i eat, i will still remain at 56KG... isnt it weird? hahahahaz i guess.

Anyway,,, Comwork is coming in 3 days time? i guess im prepare except for one piece ---> Hymn to the infinite Sky... coz running note is nv my forte so i hv to actually force myself to run the note. errmmmm i tink i use the wrong synosis. ghahahahaaz. but who cares. if u wan to hv e details, its all below my post. jus take a look yaz.

I jus wonder wat is life gonna to be in RP? izzit gonna be tough n challenging? or a breeze to me?
Wad more im worrying abt is my financial status now coz of the laptop issue. i'm saving money to buy a new laptop n i don wanna depend on my brothers to buy coz i alreadz burden them alot financially.

Put aside to that, i hve been alwayz wondering when can i really acieve e state of flute goddess? when can i play like Rasull or Andy Sim? its so hard to achieve tat state yazz... thou many ppl phrase me of my playing. but i wan to go further then that? as e words goes saying, there's room for improvement... isnt it true? I hv never stop learning even my last breath.

Good news to everyone, my twin iss back from China.!!!! she's nontheless Gu Beiyi!! Oh gosp,,, i miss her so much... half a year didnt met each other is really a torture.. she use to cheer me up wif all my rubbish joke. i still rmb e esplanade concert hall put up by singapore wind symphony. im one of e player there so is beiyi. we had lotsa of fun at e back stage. photograph is never short of it. well,,, i guess we r too crazy then.. hahahahhahahaz..

ok i guess i will write till here..

Shah

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 2:18 PM