sorry reader,,, im back again... this few days have really been downfall for me. why? just look at the list..

1) Friend's dad passed away due to heart attack
2) Friend pondering over lost love
3) Brother getting sick

this three thing alreadz make me realize why love in the world had created hatred and misery.

my heart was felling from a ceil after hearing the news of my friend's dad. i mean he has been healthy all this while n no sickness nor illness. its really a shock to me coz cik hasam onli 61 years old! gosp it man,, as a friend the most i could do is to comfort him n visit him whenever i could. hopefully, with god's will he will pull thru this broken heart period.

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:53 PM